Hello Again

I know I haven't posted in a while. I've been doing much introspection and haven't been in the mood to post about it. Time is passing much quicker than I would like, of course, especially with respect to Baby V.

In between the introspection, life has fallen into a steady routine. M-F: work all day, enjoy precious 3 hours with baby in evening. Sat & Sun: try to get chores done, spend as much time as possible with baby. Repeat.

Without going into too much detail for one post, I will state that I feel as if some "real" part of life is passing me by. It's a wierd place to be mentally, and hard to describe. But, I can't help but feel that if I were home I would be giving and enjoying so much more as a parent. Maybe I'm just giving shape to feelings of self-pity and my situation. I don't know. Stay tuned.